They didn't have playground things like this when I was a kid. We had to try and kill ourselves on things like merry-go-rounds and seesaws. This only shows you a small part of what my daughter was climbing on a few weeks ago. I called it the Gladiator training thing. It's a really technical term, right? Basically, the kids climbed up and then had to make their way across to the other side by going from red part to red part. The red steps were suspended on the yellow bars, but could swing back and forth as far as those chains on the bottom allowed them to. My daughter's friend decided to try it out, but then couldn't figure out how to move from one step to the next without my helping her hold the piece still. I looked back, expecting to see my own child needing as much assistance. Instead, she had climbed across over halfway by herself, and was monkeying the rest of the way with confidence.
On other parts of the playscape, she saw various ways of climbing up to the top, studied them for a moment, and then scrambled up. My heart about stopped as I watched her have to almost leap from the top of some of the ladders to the actual "floor." She didn't even notice. Just threw herself down a slide and picked another way to go back up. So, where do we as humans go from being completely fearless to having heart-stopping fear watching someone else do something? I know some day my daughter will pause and rethink whether or not she should make that jump. But for now, she's more focused on learning to do monkey-bars before she's five (in November). I used to hang upside down from the monkey bars myself when I was younger. I'm not saying I should just throw myself around and risk getting hurt. But I am saying that in the bigger things, sometimes I hesitate instead of doing what I know I can do. And that's just it. My daughter knows that if she steps across that gap, no matter how high in the air, her legs are long enough to reach and she can safely get where she's going. And deep down inside, I know that I have the knowledge and skills I need to show other people God through my life, my actions, my words. But I still hesitate. I need to quit letting that fear control me. Fear isn't from God. It's from the devil. And I need to be more like my daughter: fearless. Do you hesitate before you leap? What's holding you back from doing what, deep down inside, you know you can?
1 Comment
Alicia Haney
4/8/2019 11:10:42 am
Yes , i do hesitate before I lead, not good to do, but i guess a lot of times it is pre cautious, probably being too pre cautious. And yes, we should all have the faith a little child does. When my daughter and my son were little, my son was a climber and that really scared me so bad, my daughter wasn't a climber. Well, since my daughter was our first born, everything was all new to us, so we were so very careful and over protective with her, when our son was born a year and a half later, we knew pretty much what to expect of caring for little ones, so we were a little easier and he actually got to do things before my daughter did. Our poor daughter was in a sense the guinea pig, poor thing, she still reminds us of that. But yes, we do need to be not as scared and we should not let things stop us from doing what we want and we know we can do.
Reply
Leave a Reply. |
This is a place for me to share thoughts and ideas not just related to writing. Thoughts about what's going on in my life, about an idea I got that I thought shareworthy, or just a funny anecdote.
Categories
All
Archives
September 2024
|